i curse the day you were born!

oh i am so pissed off!!
damn you Youtube for suspending all the accounts dat had graciously supplied me with the great Grey's scenes
now all my fav scenes dh kna delete!!! *cries*
stupid infringement rules
i still buy the DVDs ok? original one lagik!
anyone can teach me how i can make short clips from the avi files?

eiiii! Rogers Wireless tak abes2 nk suck ppls money tau!
seb baik x kna MI tgk this month punyer bill
CAD70! My God!
usually about CAD4o per month since tak guna sgt pon, just convenient if you have one
ni seme sbb main sms mase kat States aritu la ni
they charge 60 cent per sms?sms to Calgary number jugak pdhal
bloody expensive!!! tau la roaming tp aritu mase blk mesia roaming jugak, siap calling2 lagi tp x de smpai 70 dolar bill aku!
dh la i check nk upgrade to iPhone smpai CAD400
kalu daftar baru CAD199 jork
diskriminasi okehhhh!!
dh la tak leh break 3 yrs punye contract, nnt kna denda lagi CAD200
mereka2 di mesia, bersyukur la dgn Celcom n Maxis n Digi etc
guna hp kat sini sucks giler!!

swipe away

oh i so wanted dat BOSE dock for my iTouch
n dat half price FCUK sweater
n another 2 or 3 Coach bag
n dat lovely Marciano dress dat is 60% off
n dat bright red Banana Rebuplic peacoat in my size dat's half price for the day
wat a pity dat CK jeans doesn't come in my size or the USD20 Guess jeans

everything is soooooooo fucking cheap!!!!
n soooo many choices i go very rambang mata just thinking about it
oh why la u have to max out today my darling?
so spoil the mood to go explore the whole mall
bleeding heart weyh kalu jumpe brg berkenan di hati tp x leh beli sbb x de immediate available funds

i am so coming back to settle tis unfinished business
no need to be Vegas
any other US city with a huge outlet mall would be ok
n let's hope by dat time CAD stronger than USD
totally gonna make sure my magic card is fully functional with lots n lots of credits
anyone wanna join?

this is not how to hit on girls on Facebook

pay attention guys
while Facebook/Friendster/Hi5/Myspace n its sepupu-sepapat out there can be use as social tool n platform to mayb finding ur true soul mate/love of ur life/summer fling/just friend/next victim/-feel free to put wateva why u use this services-
tis is not how to do it



dude, i put all of the things u ask me on my info box
i did not spend an hour to build the profile to have me repeating it all in ur face
n if u wondering where the hell Calgary AB is, i trust u know how to utilize Google
i mean you r on Facebook, Google or Yahoo is the most basic of internet, no?

even if u wanna make small talk, try not to make urself look stupid or ignorant
it makes me feel u undermine my intellectuality n dat's not gonna take u far, trust me

dun flood my pic comment box with all the details of u getting to know me
there's the wall or if u value privacy, u would use the messaging option

if u really wanna be friends n get to know a girl
have a decency to say hi n introduce yourself upfront
i mean, some of u dun even have the ball to put up ur own picture
for all i care, u r a stranger, potentially a serial killer
ok, maybe that over the top but there r all sorts of ppl on the net n i have had fair share of these ppl
so if u really want me to take u seriusly
dun do wateva this guy is doing
seriusly...

seriusly...

to crap or not to crap?

toilet rosak lagi!
tis is like the 3rd time since moved in
prev episodes cleared on it's own

now i have to run downstairs everytime mother nature calls
such hassle tau, nk kna trn tangga yg ade 10 anak iteww
membuatkan ku pikir byk kali nk pepe/popo or not
which is wat i am doing now
*sgt2 desperate need to use toilet tp mls nk pegi*
tp nnt prone to batu karang or constipation
isk isk isk
tak sanggup........

while i love the proximity of the toilet roll of downstairs toilet sbb upstairs punyer is like kat depan instead of tepi toilet bowl n my hands r not long enuf to reach it -taula x guna air to wash up after, but whyla ltk toilet roll holder tu out of reach jugak- downstairs punyer sinki jauh ngn toilet bowl, so kna siapkan air siap2 before going on wit the business
ssh tul toilet mat salleh ni, skarang rindu those pipe getah berlingkaran dlm tandas

ok, back to wc malfunction
tried to fix it with wat little knowledge from Kemahiran Hidup lessons almost 10 yrs ago
only to make it worse
now it's overflowing *yeah, eeee-yewwwwwwwwwwwww*
bagai tikus baiki labu gamaknyer
tried calling the landlord but he's still at work
wth? still @ work @ 7 on Saturday?
dush! dush!
inda mau la call the plumber - dat's who u call kan to fix the toilet?-
plumber here is like cekik darah smpai kering kalah vampire

makes me terigt kisah lama di Vista C
the story of broken pipes
smpai pindah2 umah wakaka
mereka yg terlibat tau la skandal di sebaliknyer
bet u guys smiling at the silliness just remembering it, am i right?

btw, main point is.....
fix the toilet ASAP pretty pls
dun wan to waste precious energy n potential fat deposit going down n up the stairs just to take the leak
not when winter is starting n having the extra insualtion is critical
n i dun have the biggest of bladder
n dat coke isn't helping either
aaaaaaa...daku terseksa!!!!

stupid theft

bummer bummer bummer
my Samsung got stolen today
hilang segala updated contact info mereka2 sekalian
waaaaaaaa!!!!!!
x dapat la nk berdating ngn aweks2 n balaks2 semua

i'm going back in a week or so
so not berbaloi spending on a new phone anyway
my Nokia rosak sudah
dun wan to spend rm50 to go unlock my Sony Ericsson *cheapskate*

bongoks mane la yg berkenan sgt ngn phone aku tu
dat phone was so ancient n carries no value pon kalu nk trade in
so bijak lah!

distraction!

i know i should be studying
but my mind keep on focusing on the nk balik kampung!

like which baju should i wear on da flight
n which handbag and shoes to match?
which outfit i wanna bring as a change before continuing to Terengganu?
wat else do i wanna bring home?
should i make a list so dat i wont end up in airport without the *God forbids* travel doc or tickets etc? -i had a dreams few days ago dat this happened-

ouh, i can't wait to see how my bro would react when i give him the psp then later tell him, it's only a temporary pinjam *evil laugh*
heheh no la, i'll give it to him as a gift
lucky lucky lil sucker!

havent pack my carry on or kemas the room dat has been my study room, dining room and bedroom for the last few weeks
i still need to do my laundry n change the bedsheets n all
and i only have 4 hrs post exam!!!

pleasure-business cocktail

try having group discussion in a dim-lighted bar surrounded by loud music n stank of alcohols

try seating not close to the preceptor n ur laptop battery doesn't even last 1/2 hr n all ur notes is on ur computer

wat a 'fun' field trip eh? *sarcasm*

i heard tmr will be another 'let's get a drink n discuss the cases!'
if dat so then i'm not going
ponteng pon ponteng la

i dun have extra time to bermesra with urologist
not when exam next week n i'm wayyyyyy behind my own study schedule

dead TV

disclaimer: the following post contain spoiler for the latest season available for TV series esp to ppl without the wonders of torrent. reader's discretion is advised

so finally every series i followed come to season finale this week
how la i'm gonna survive for the next 4 months awaiting for them to come back?
*sigh*

America's Next Top Model

so tis 'enhanced' girl won this round, making it a question of is America going for a revolution in it's model size? even France starting a ban on too skinny model. personally i would love for Anya to win despite her weirdo accent because i dun think Whitney deserve it (it got nothing to do with her extra assets, in fact i'm jealous of it!), she doesn't show any potential except for the last battle and sadly, Anya seems to lose it at the end

CSI:Crime Scene Investigation

dah happy ending elok2 alas that mamat was shot dead....easy way to kill off a character i'd say

CSI New York

After the killer cabbie was nabbed, now Detective Mac Taylor played the role of tipah tertipu and got kidnapped *gasps* n they let it hanging there!!!! erghhhhh suspenso betui~ luckily it's not Detective Flack *swoon*

Smallville

As usual the ending is inconclusive but hey, Brainiac is gone for good *yeay* or does he? n Lana left Clark *again!* saying dat altough she need him, the world need him more...wat a load of crap la and Jimmy propose to Chloe *auwww~ so sweet* and Lex finally knows Clark's secret n self appointed himself to be the saviour of mankind *yeah rite!* n go on to destroy Clark and then abessss...wait for next season yer~

Ugly Betty

Wilhemina back n Daniel get rooted out and go membawa diri wit his newfound out of wedlock son from France. Henry also back n proposed to Betty while at the same time Gio (betul ke eja name mamat nih?) wanna take Betty to Rome for a month for their 1st date. So Betty, which is it? psttt...i definitely go Rome with Gio since Daniel paid for 1st class air ticket n 5 star hotel but Rome Betty Rome! what is Tuscan dessert compared to Rome? p/s: last scene show Betty heret her luggage but doesn't says where she's going so again, wait for next season to commence la yer erghhh!

Desperate Housewives

Ok, after all the drama n everything, fast forward 5 yrs...Gabby has 2 daughters n no longer look glam. Bree is back with Orson and Susan is kissing a dashing young man dat look nothing like Mike Delfino! damn it, another 4 months!!!

House

Amber died, Wilson crushed, No 13 tested positive for Huntington's and House almost die trying to remember...I just hope House is watchable next season, getting drier n drier

The Tudors

Still think got few more episodes for this season but now it has come to the point where Anne about to be replaced with the wife no 3, Jane Seymour who will give the King the son he crave for *anxious*

Private Practice

No new episode after writer's strike. I do hope they came up with new season this Fall. I love Addison n the quack Dr Pete thehehe. Luckily she make an appearance in Grey's few weeks back

Heroes

Also no new episode after writer's strike but for sure it'll come back this Fall *crossing fingers*

last but not least *mane boley x include my fav show u'ols*
Grey's Anatomy

O'Malley with Lexie kah next season? Alex n Izzie seems to be heading the same road too but it's heartbreaking to see Alex break down like dat n Izzie should know better not to cave in to Alex in his lowest point. Yang finally getting down with the get down~ Callie n Erica? bet it gonna draw in guys for the hot girl on girl actions next season and it's heartwarming to see McSteamy turning a new leaf but i sense he's not gonna be around for long (aaaaa...dun la, no fun if McSteamy not around). Glad dat Bailey is back with Tucker. YEAYNESS to Mer n Derek! finally! finally! I got so sick of doe eye Rose alreadi but can't help to pity her for being the rebound girl..now, Sheppard can go back to being McDreamy instead of McJerky, i heart! can't wait for wat's next season ah drama drama, u'll nvr know the twist~



aiyoh! 4 months is so long away~

wat to do~

feel like baking

but the oven is rosak

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i put too many cili padi in my cooking today

disclaimer: i am not well and have thousands of things on my mind so i'll be extra bitchy tis time but this is trully how i feel, not just because i'm under influence of stress and hormones..to whom i referring to here, nk terase, terase la...u deserve a big fat slap to wake u up!

orang tua2 slalu bilang
jgn slalu ckp x de duit, nnt x de duit betul br tau
deserve you rite la
time senang buat2 sombong ngn aku
aku tegur buat tak layan
now dh ssh tahu pulak nk cr aku
giler muka tak tahu malu seyhhhh
vavi tul so called friends camni
nampak baik sgt ngn si polan polan tu
siap beli tiket sekali per, nape x mintak tolong diaorg jer?
aku jugak yg ko cari
aku mls je nk tegur cr ko spend duit ko
ye la, duit ko, ikut suka ko la
tapi smpai sewa umah sndri pon x leh byr, ape kess?!
pandai2 la manage duit
igt aku tak tau camne ko shopping
weyh, retail therapy only works to certain level and only if u have tonnes of extra money to burn
kalu aku tegur kan nnt terase plak
mula la moody, jumpe buat2 tak nampakla
tak bertegur sape la
aku tak tegur pon dh lyn aku cam i'm nothing, kalu aku tegur lgla
dh tau duit x de, mintakla ngn FAMA awal2
dgr kate bapak dh jd VIP, sure kantung penuh
kalu x nk sshkan mak bapak pandai2la jimat
x yah la beli benda yg x perlu
kalu ikut nafsu camni la jadinyer
aku pon terigin byk bende tp boley je thn
x mati pon klau x de baju Guess or bag TNA
ckp x de duit nak beli laptop baru tp beli ipod ade plak duit
mane lg penting?
laptop nk blajar ke ipod nk dgr lagu?
bknnyer x de mp3 player
dh ade kn? n it's still working good i see
nk cr umah yg dekat n sewa murah
murah camne pon aku x tau kalu cad500 tu kire mhl
jd homeless la, x yah byr sewa langsung
nk bilik plg kecik sbb nk sewa plg murah
pastu nnt kalu merengek bilik kecik x best mmg nk mkn penampar aku la
sekarang ni pon kire bertuah ko duk bilik besar tp byr sama rata
kesian hsemet ko
sedar tak?
pasni aku mls dh nk lyn ur moodiness
igt ko sorg ade mood nk org lyn?
aku x buat pape pon kat ko tp ko buat bitchy ngn aku
cr org lain la nk menempel pasni
aku tolong ni pon sbb just in case in da future manela tau i need your help pulak
jgn nk kate aku kwn yg x baik, cermin diri sndri dulu
grow up n b responsible n dun count on others to clean up ur mess

be afraid...be very afraid

i really should be all mengelabah n kelam kabut
but somehow i feel so perfectly lengai
considering the fact i have HPOP final which account to the length of my summer hols in few days n there's tonnes to read n i still haven't started yet
plus i have to pack n move out this weekend!!!

why am i so indolent n not caring if i am?
whoaaaaa~
dangerousio
i really deserve a big fat slap to wake me up
one push
dat's all i need

ok, back to trying to start studying

i bite

currently feeling...

...mood swings yg mcm sial

refraining self from dealing with other homo sapiens

aaaahhh

the wonderful blessings of being the one with ovaries n uterus

uncertainties

".......My point is that whoever said 'What you don't know can’t hurt you,' was a complete and total moron. Because for most people I know, not knowing is the worst feeling in the world."
-meredith-

TRUE
soooo freakingly true

seriously?!

i can see sumbody *cough* mayb more *cough* MISS my leave of absence
how suweeet lah u'ol

i was away for a whole week?
7 days without any post?
OMFG!!!

see how cardiorespi turn my life upside down?
this is why i hate this course
i was never good at it
i didn't get it the first time around n i still dun get it this second time around
*duhhhhh*
seriusly i have issue with cardio n anything related to it!
rest assure cardiologist wouldn't have me as their colleague, ever!

nvrmind la, exam alreadi over n i dun wan to talk about it
just hope that i pass so i can go back this summer n go joli-joli-ing
*berangan mode*

ouh, look wat i found in FutureShop today



ngeeeeeeee~
lalala....so happy
now, all i need is season 1 n then my collection will be complete...for now
*big big grin*

could it be.....

12th GE: A New Hope

13th GE: The BN Empire Strikes Back

possible eh looking at the current scenarios a week post GE back home?
Congratulations Opposition!
you just dig ur own future grave~

lost time

the clock went forward an hour yesterday
i still don't get the whole daylight saving time hocus pocus n dun even bother to
enuf dat when it's time my clock regulate itself so i dun show up an hour early or late to any important class or event or wateva
an hour is a big a deal
in my case where 25 hrs a day is not enuf, losing an hour speaks volume
HUMONGOUS volume at dat
esp now wat's with exam just a week away
*arghhhhhhh!!!!*
imagine yesterday waking up at 8 with sun burning on ur face n today the sun is just peeking thru
screwed up my circadian rhythm alright
*sighhhhh*

why am i not suprised?

all are aware n well-versed in wat happened yesterday in my beloved homeland
*pardon the time difference here, i'm still living my sunday when u folks in Malaysia alreadi hit by monday blues :p*
BIG BIG upsets

Kelantan was no suprise
i mean come on, Dr M for 20 yrs tried n fail, how would Pak Lah be any different?
clearly the Islam Hadhari thing is not working, Kelantanese knows better i must say
Penang was no suprise either some says
if ppl r tired of the old fellow, it beginning to sounds like Trg back in '99 GE
and Opposition finally got their Kedah
Selangor and Perak? i'm sure they didn't see dat one coming
no 2/3 majority this time
more bickering in Parliament perhaps?
that should be interesting
but dat beloved son-in-law wins and mark Bulat's word
he's gonna be a Menteri soon
*rosak rosak*

CONGRATULATIONS MALAYSIANS
for you all have make ur voice heard!
~i dun vote so i shouldn't be talking much but i am so damn proud of my fellow Malaysian today~
dat should be one LOUD wake up call for the gov
and for the Opposition
this is not the time to boast on ur winnings
it's the start of a hard n true work for the ppl
or the history of 2004 GE repeats itself again
i called my dad n we were on this topic n he commented on Dr. M asking Pak Lah to be responsible on the fat lost by stepping down and i say "whose the successor then?his deputy kah?hancusssss....."
*matila kena tangkap msk ISA la pasni*

let me be clear that i am not supporting any sides here
i like the pre GE gov
they have done well in administering Malaysia
they even pay for my studies here
but it is good to have more opposing voices so dat they r being kept in check
i like the idea of them mentadbir but without 2/3 majority
this is hopefully be a good change
we'll see

on the side notes
a dear fren from my fantastic college yrs is getting a MRS title today!
the 1st from our class...
to Fiza n husband
CONGRATULATIONS!
semoga berbahagia ke anak cucu n beyond~
wedding gifts from me n Zaki wait ah
p/s:seb baik x jd guna black ink mase GE...cantik inai ko kawen nges nges nges

on the other side notes
my nenek sedara passed away yesterday (08/03/08) after months in coma from what i suspect diabetic induced
she had several surgeries since admission but her diabetes complicated everything
my datuk sedara (her husband) decided DNR for her after her heart stops twice last month
may her soul be with the ones He loves
Al-Fatihah

Al-Fatihah too to my other college fren's father who passed away last week and my jr's father who passed away last month

story of YB

i really should stop writing about this but this clips are just so cynical
i promise, no more on politics after this



ubah gaya hidup
change lifestyle? while all of us downgrading our lifestyle, all you YBs n cronies seems to be upgrading urs
*roll eyes*



romPAK LAH
*har har harun*
aiman tak kesahhhh



setem YB
u deserve it! big time, man!



YB vs blogger
"semua blogger adalah pembohong"
wtf?
"dari 10,000 blogger yang menganggur, 8,000 adalah wanita "
so what? we women r liars n jobless??
u YBs can go die-lah!!!!!

couldn't care less

if sumone ask me wat's going on in my homeland other than the upcoming election
i would be "er...er...er...dunno?"
i've stopped updating myself with wats happening in that homeland of mine

you see normally i read up The Star, NST n Berita Harian online every single day so dat i wouldn't be 'katak bawah tempurung' so to speak but since Pak Lah announce the dissolvement of Parliament and the ensuing GE, i just stop reading the papers
there's nothing to read except all the kempen-ing n bitching n ngutuk-ngutuk-ing between all the parties n oh yeah, how can i forget the sweet-sweet promises strewn all over n how 'my party is better than ur party' statement
*eyes rolling*
n how even the simplest of things all get twisted into the politics
uh, puh-leazeeeee

well, not being a big fan of politics i am coz i always thought dat politics is dirty but sometime back a friend point out that the politics itself is NOT dirty
it's the way the people plays it dat is dirty
kinda hard to see it dat way when the only politics u know is the dirty one
wat do u think?

hear no evil

i dun know whether it just me or others also feel the same but somehow i found the word *pantat* n *puki* sounds degrading when referring to dat part of XX anatomy esp coming from the XY species mouth
there are better suited terms u can use wat?

i dun remember coming across such similar disrespectful names for XY part
n everyone busy talking about respect n equality
*roll eyes*